I am a believer and having developed my spirituality, this emptiness persisted… This emptiness was also linked to an unconsciousness, a false perception of reality and of who I was. I had to learn who I was and what my fears were, my processes and above all I learned to connect with my emotions.
My relationship with my spouse had become distant, we were no longer connected and despite my desire to be close to her. My fears and my traumas prevented me from going to consult.
I grew up with an alcoholic, violent and manipulative father. I have been belittled, neglected and unloved.
As a child, to protect myself, I buried what I felt and cut off most of my emotions.
I had been going through crises in my relationship for years. Like a vicious circle, always at a time when everything seems to be going well, a harmless argument that turns into a crisis.
